missing...

I am missing something...someone..don't know what or whom exactly. Nothing, or no one in particular actually..
This strange kind of loneliness just creeps on me out of no where..suddenly in the middle of something...and I can't really understand it completely. I was watching a movie today - Juno - a light hearted movie about teenage pregnancy ...a well made movie...actually. I enjoyed the movie. These days I find tears in my eyes even in the slightest of all emotional scenes.
I feel somethings...I don't understand completely...but there is a lot within wanting to flow out....
I miss a lot of what I have experienced, and more than that, also a whole lot of that which I have not experienced, but long for..
Sometimes it gets difficult to remain positive, optimistic. This wait is just too long....
They say there is light At the end of each tunnel..
They say there is springAt the end of each winter..
They say there is hopeEven after all is over..
Yes maybe . Maybe there is light, spring , hope.But,
The tunnel is just too long..
Winter keeps getting worse..
And I see no hope.
But maybe. just maybe..There is light, There is spring..There is hope?They say time will heal..They say life is not such a raw deal
...maybe.