coming home...

home....

My mom says I have come home "in the real meaning of coming home" after 10 long years. she has her own astrological theory about it.
Though I argued with her and made her recollect all the times that I had visited in the last 10 years, in my heart i know she is right in more than one ways.

This time it really feels like "coming home".
Feels like coming home to my family...
feels like coming home to myself.

other times..the numerous visits to ranchi...were merely sleepwalks, now i feel.

i dont want to get into how it was then....but am surely happy about how it is now.
this feels good. truely relaxing.

and this is good mainly because "I am here"..in this moment...
not entangled in my past or wondering about my future.
I am enjoying my stay here because I am wholeheartedly "at home".
i am at home with myself....with my past with whatever that is in store for me in the future...